Everyone is rushing their nursing research critique but im not >.< what's wrong with me?
Now sitting at one corner of the library emo-ing? Listenin to some sad songs plus blogging (: was wondering I can complete my critique tonight or not! Wondering how Many marks will be deducted for late submittion. Sian =( today in school spent like one hour doing i/v therapy practical but up all unsuccessful )= think I gg to fail >.< what's gg on in my life?

Whatever that u looked forward today turned out to be disappointment. The fred perry shoes that u want don have my size an this time round is the first time that I saw something like. Den wanted to get Agnes b necklaces but don know how to match with the clothing so en up never buy! :( anw, agnes b is having ten percent discount right now! Get it now (:
Nursing research critique is due on coming Monday but I haven't even started cos don really know how I do! =(
my practical exam is on Thursday but I totally don know how! =( so most slightly I will fail!
My pharmacology tutorial worksheet is due on Monday too but haven't do yet! There is really alot to do! =(
Can someone feel how helpless I'm right now?
I cry till my eyes is red and swollen >.< I can't breath now my nose is totally blocked! Oh gosh!
Spent the whole day outside but I was moody the whole day and tis is really not what I want!
It's just so unfair that someone is borned with looks, body, talent and money. Cos they simply have nothing to worry abt!
Wad about me? I have to work to earn for my own school fees and allowance. I can't have what I want! I'm not smart too! And my family is so.... I feel like giving up everythin =( nobody can understand how I feel!

What the hell?

Today I cab to school again cos I'm late and it's not because I'm loaded. I rushed to school then realized I never bring lecture notes! Omg! What's wrong with me? Or perhaps can someone give me a good reason that can motivate me to go school. Ytd trying to finish my pharmacology but I failed. But at least I have completed part of it (: hmmm. Today gg chomp chomp to eat with sister and friends. I definitely will feel guilty after eating :( it so fattening lo!
I'm feeling very tired (physically+mentally). Imtendin to get Agnes b stuff for myself but don know worth it or not >.< I need some MC break! Oh ya! From today till wed I wanted to go chalet and it's located at some "wu lu" place I also don know how to go =( wonder if my darling is gg or not. Anw, the chalet is organized by m1 staff (: my collleagues!
Can someone give me a reason to smile too?

What happened? What happened to me? Tell me? Even today my friend ask me" weiting, what happen to u? U seems so
Moody.".
Everything seems different compare to last time. I m sure I'm still treating u the same compare to last. (:
Is because we have been tgt for long that's why it fade away? Is our love started to fade or u are too busy?
Its so shameful of me to cry during my lecture =( wiping it off before ppl noticed it >.<
God! Pls make me transparent so no one will notice me..

Today didn't attend school but managed to get a mC (: but queue for one hour plus. However, it's still not very long! (x hmm, today spent whole day outside! Went to bank to settle PDA loan application, went westmall cos my mum wants to do a recontract for phone den went amk to eat MAC cos they have got the chick and cheese burger. Quite nice! After that around 3plus four went to polyclinic! Den today reach home at 7plus. >.< I'm feel quite tired! =(
Den my sister bought two syrain hamster. SoOo cUTe lo! hee :p
anw, I was wondering whether I can make it for this semester ): have to jia you! (:

yaWns..!

time to upload some photOs (= sOme is already at my facebook! these are the extra ones (:

just some "CutE" photo =p DonE! Uploaded 6 (:

today is my first day working at m1 and my job scOpe is MCARD. my workIng hOurs is frOm1 to 9pm not that baD! den saw SanDra anD sOme othEr prOmoters aNd thOse gUys prOmoter arE lOokin at gIrls. haha xD

anD one of the m1 staff is pregnant (: *cOngrAts!!

hmm. nothing muCh happened today den hEnf mUn kEep Bullying me!!! *BITE HIM AR!" keep asking me when i want to be with him! LOL!!

Guess wiLl be mEeting my kOr sOon cOs he asK when i frEe! quite lOng nv sEe hIm alreAdy. >.<

reCently sOo mAni thinGs haPpened! im unDer lOts oF stRess =( maYb One daY i migHt nOT be abLe to takE iT AnymOre!

sOmetiMe i wonDeR is thEre sOmething wrOng wIth mE Or yOu! i dOn knOw hOw to dEscRibed hOw i fEel!

knOck me hArd sOo i Can fOrget aLl thOse unwanTed mEmories anD i miGht be haPpier

i nEed haPpiest piLls anD I wan tO watCh thE uNinvIted (= gUess it will be nIce!

gOodniGht! rEst wEll (:

What happened yESterdAy? (:

Ytd I skipped two lecture then end up only attend my nsl lesson (: Was happy to see elin ytd den we all went to eat at makan place with charmanie they all (:
I left school at around 2pm. Bus to clementi then train to bugis to get Nydc bOo bOo cake (: then travel to tampines and passed to him. After that I travel to boonlay. The whole journey is around two hour plus >.< then I waited for one hour for my sis and elin cos I gg to elin house to play! Haha xD then her maid cooked dinner for us (: quite nice! Hee!
After dinner, we took alot of photo tgt using elin's lappy (x most probably tonight I will upload for u guys to see (: after that went home at nine plus. Tired >.<

tOday im sOooo shaGged!

see! this friend of mine always fall asleep in school but he is smart! (: he is allergy to..

COOKIES!

life sucks to be me! =(

finally i managed to get some stuff organised! today, my lesson is from 8-6pm. and i was late so i cab to sch again! there goes my money =( today brought the wrong lecture note la =.=" stupid right? then my classmates all falling sick except me (: my immune is strong but i don mind to have MC break too! *TAKE CARE PEEPS* simply because sch is so boring and lifeless.

i feel like crying! im a cry baby but cant blame me also cos my tear duct too active! haha xD

today ate subway again for dinner lo! getting sick of it already >.<"

and then went to play badminton with tian poh, sis and elin (= today quite lazy to run! den intending to skip tml lesson im sooo tired i need rest!

guess what just now went to view my friend's blog and she and her boyfriend tgt for nearly three year but the guy is still very sweet to my friend lo *envy!* haha xD

got to end here already!
goodnight (:

what the hell is going on?

today then i realised i have so much stuff to do! omg! i guess its time to wake up. no more day dreaming )= today managed to survived through two quiz which is nsl and ns2 (: but there are more to go! struggling with my pharmacology and ns1 presentation for tml >.<>
gambatteh!
goodnight

My blOg iS alivE OnCe agAin! (x

tOday tOok sOme phOtO I shaLl shAre wIth u aLl (:

this weekend, my sis and i nv work den went walk walk with my sis but we have nothing todo so decided to eat POPCORN. so fAttenIng ==." haha!

i very long nv blog im busy plus sch reopen already quite tired den don feel like doing anything =( to be frank i have no idea what's gg on in sch. anw my cute litt elin is gg tohelp me to do up my blog and i m looking forward to it (= thanks cute!

recently alot of thing happened.. what i can do is to suppressed my unwanted memories!

this is my LIFE!

now my mind is totally blank! don know what to blOg but the thing i shLd do nOw is eaT lEsseR! Im becOming fatter and fatter >.<>

to be cOntinued..

im miSsing u in prOcess! (: gOodnite

gUeSs..

hey (: peeps! guess whats the black dot on the shirt? its sOmething cute! >> its a black lady bird with red spot (x SoO CuTe! just that my camera sucks so cant capture clearly for u gUys to sEe.

After knOwing that itS a ladY bIrd, we pUt it intO a patCh of graSs. hOpefUlly it wiLl sUrvIve (= TO Be cOntinUe!!