Sunday, June 26, 2011

i'm not well, i'm not okay! Regardless its during work or relationship! :(
i'm so tired! Just started work at Raffles Hospital not long ago, been one month plus.. learning all the things that didnt get to learnt during student time. when things gets wrong, its always us to get blamed! But its okay, this is life, the realistic of life!

But I seriously can't wait to get my salary and go shop till i dropped and Home with a BIGGGG hole in my pocket! :D Few more day to pay Day!
My Dear PAY, I'm missing you, are you missing me too? HAHA!
Anyway, I love my colleague at work, I love going out to eat when knock off! (: i miss working with them and soon i gonna say hello to my night shift =( OH NO!!!

Stepping into society.....


Sunday, February 27, 2011

28/02/2011 12:07am

The naughty Sarah took photos of me when i'm trying to tie my hair!

I'm counting Down to my Last Day of attachment! However, it means i gonna start work soon. i don't know if choosing to work OT is a good choice.
I'm counting down to my Thailand trip cos i'm so excited =3 My virgin Trip!

Can't really rmb when my last post simply because i'm busy! :( Recently met up with Hanyo, Pooh and Yijia (: due to my sister birthday. And i went to watch movies with my Baby and i'm number four is a nice movie.
i enjoyed my day with my baby and friends! (: Have been eating out with Sarah and Gek Min after attachment and we even went to arcade! *to distress!* i think i grow FATTER! HaHa! Time have become so precious to meand i guess when i started working, my time left is even lesser! ever since my OT Posting, i have got pimples all over my forehead And darker eye Bag! =( Upon seeing it, i felt so depressed!
Okay! Time to sleep! (: Goodnight! have to work at my Clinic tml

Sometimes, i Just Have To Smile; Pretend Everything it's Okay;
Hold back The Tears, And Just Walk Away.

Thursday, February 3, 2011


Hello! My Name is Ethan!

03/02/2011

its first day of new year today! and almost all my relatives came cos i only got litt relatives.
And that boy in the photo is my aunt's son baby! so cute leh (X
In the photo i look damn messy ah but i don't care! the main person in the photo is the baby! Haha =D Today my relatives came when i just wake up that's why!
Hmmm, just now i took a afternoon nap and i felt so good (: since a long time since i last nap alone! Hee =P And yesterday went to watch the green hornet and i fallen asleep LOL!
*Because i love you that's why i wouldn't mind watching some movie that i don't like with You*

Happy New Year to EveryOne! (:
Anyway, i feel like getting a Gucci Wallet but its waste of money! i wanted to get a new spects too but i'm saving money for my Thailand Trip and it will be the second time going to oversea with my Baby <3

i'm Sorry that i just can't stop thinking about it because i'm selfish.
Its because i don't wan you to think about your past anymore.
I don't want a guy who have other girl in their mind.
I'm Sorry if One day i have to let Go and move On and Perhaps by Doing this u might miss me more often.


Monday, January 24, 2011

hold it tight when u decided to hold my hand

24/01/2011

i'm soo hungry due too..
The moment i wake up i have to search for notes but can't find then have to switch on computer to search for the stuff i needed to know but till now also couldn't find all the things that i needed to know! =(
I'm feeling freaking tired now!
Once again have to Get prepare and get ready for work.


Sunday, January 23, 2011

23/01/2011

Today is sunday but yet i have to go for work :(
i few more minutes and i have to prepare and leave for work!
then it will be like..
back to the same old routine that i used to do.
next week will be my night shift again!
Ytd was looking forward to go out with my baby but things happened so only get to see him a little while and i guess the next meeting up will be wed or sat.
it seems long but no choice.

i'm missing u right now!
Are u missing me too?

Thursday, January 13, 2011

i want to be..

13/01/2011

i'm hesitating whether to go jogging!
but its seems like raIning soon. =( i'm feeling so lazy right now!
AH......!
And i wanna watch love & other drugs cos my friends says that this movie is AWESOME (:

P.S. i don't wish any of my loves one to leave me..

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

i will hide my weakness within me

*But i'm bad in pretending!*

12/01/2010
i went jogging today and i felt good (:
i think this is a good way to get rid of my negative thoughts and doubts!
its time for me to stop taking sinful food late at night!
last night i ate western food and the previous night i ate pizza hut and after that i went back home and sleep! OMG!
and last week i went jogging i have got muscle ache for like 3 freaking day! =(

So, i think its time for me to stop gaining weight and time to get rid of my fats! (:
and right now..
my weight is 51kg!
and the heaviest weight i think is 58kg?
Hope that i have got determination and no more good food for me (:
going off to work soon and its time to prepare! (:

And lastly, my cute little beloved baby! i'm missing you so much!

( if ever a day i am heartbroken, who do i have by my side? )