Relying vs indepenDent

11.30pm 30june2010

am I relying too much on u? Tell me?
You always come and fetch me and I definitely appreciate it and of course I'm happy about it. Perhaps fetching me from work makes me rely on u more. It makes me want u by my side more!
The more I fall deeper, the more I care an the more I bother. Cos i'm scare of losing! =(
u told me that u are gg for someone's birthday celebration althou u are not close with her. But it's not u. U are someone who don't do such things? Perhaps u changed? I know u definitely enjoyed the accompany of ur friends. Or perhaps we are meeting up too often and u started to feel it's nothing special.
This is life. Perhaps I should be like my friend and just meet up once a week then perhaps u will start to realized or think whether do u still need me in your life.
I'm not perfect but I'm trying to change but u can't see it. Cos the same old blame is always there. Cos I was once that way..

A few minutes to 27june'2010

I have come to realized things isn't the same anymore!
Sometimes I really wish that I can go back to that day, that time when we kiss and the feeling is eventually different as compared to now.

Perhaps when things doesn't belong to u then u will realized that that someone actually care just that that someone always say the same thing and it become something isn't sweet and thoughtful.

its like finally!

knowing someone will be like reading a story book.

17072010 10.55pm

finally done with my data entry! its like finally lor! i was so silly that i forget to save and close everything then ended up have to redo! dumb right?

today work for the whole day shift but in between got 3.5hours break and work for 9hours!im feeling so tired =( really really very tired. my muscle ache didnt go off completely!

tml have to work again and its 18thjune'2010 tml..

musCle acHe like hEll!

15062010 10.25pm

today wake up early. wanted to go jogging but my muscle damn pain! =(

den it rain heavily!

ate aston for lunch (: first time but not very nice.

went work at 6plus but i forget to bring key! =(

off work at 9pm!

just done bathing and time to key in my data collection!

imhungry but i don want to eat cos i dont want to have more meaty meaty!

bye! (:

i don believe marriage can prove anything anymore.

14june'2010 11.55pm

today is my first day of holiday which is also my sister first day of school! =P
an today guess what?! I went jogging! (: *a clap for myself* went joGging with pOoh pooh! ThanKs for accOmpany me! =D hee!
Just nOw whEn joGging, I cAn feel thy my lunGs are tryIng hard o grasps for mOre oxygen! Abit uncomfOrtable at my right chEst! #.# bUt I'm fIne nOw. MaYbe is bEcause of less haemoglobin leads to Lesser oxygen transport to my lungs and body! Haha =D mEeting baby later fOr lUnch! (: hee.
I want to wath furry vengence! ={

12062010 7.41pm

today is saturday already means one more day my baby is gg to work already..=(
just now went to IT FAIR then baby bOught sennheiser ear piece for me and himself (: loves! <3
then after that went J.C.O to chill awhile then hOME SWEET HOME!
AND NOW IM BORED! play zombies vs plant. a lame games anyway! haha =D

11june' 2010 4.38pm
finally! common test is over! (: gotten back my lit review and last night i dreamt that i get 10/20 and true enough whatever happened in my dream last night happened today! kind of creep! >.<
im feeling tired as last night only slept 3hrs but im not asleep yet and the worst thing is i gonna work later! next week will be busy working already! =(
FYP PRESENTATION ON 23thjuly'2010 *OH NO!!!!*
and PRCP and attachment infromation are all up in MEL.
Im scared! =( sometimes i wish that im still a year one student. everyday just go school to sleep in lecture hall. LOL! im a bad student anw!
wanted to go the clinic but ended up everyone is busy. anw im starting to have headache..=(
i feel somehow feel like gg underwater world and dolphin logoon cos i nv go before! so pathetic can!
hmmm. byeeee! anw i feel like shopping but im break! its GSS NOW! *CRIED*
i really really hope things will be better for us >.<

07062010 8.30pm

finally fIrst paper over (: im relieved! althought some question i cannot do But at lEast i can get a C? bUt there is stIll One mOre papEr On frIday =( NURSING MANAGEMENT! DON LIKE!
but FyP Data cOllection stIll got lOng wAy to go! #.#
actually nOthing mUsh to blOg also. (:

im lOoking fOrward to gO THE CLINIC sOon! (:

sUshiiii (:

05062010 10.15pm

today went to Wei Han's house to make sushi!! (: its the my first time making sushi and it taste good! gUess, we (hanyo, wendy, pooh pooh) enjoyed ourselves (X Hee =P the One On tOp is maDe by me.
wendy, hanyo and pooh went to watch movie -> nightmares at the elm street at 9.15pm slot.
heard from my friend that its quite sCary + disgusting!
hanyO........
i took his snoopy out without him knowing then guess it upset him! =( snoopy is too cute! it looked like a PHONE! haha =D hmmm. hope we will meet up soon!
sleep earLy ba (:
gOodnight! headIng for mOvie sOon.

04062010 10.29PM

Managed to upload some photo just now (: but acTually stIll got alot mOre..!
tOday i wenT to the zOo wiTh babY <3 and the unfoRtUnate thIng is tHat it rAin!! sOmemOre i nEver bRing umbrElla THeN BoTH oF uS Were Drenched anD Our shOes are weT! =(
The pOlar bEar is so cUte i jUst sImply fEel like tOuching it (: hee =p
have gOt an enjOyable day tOday bUt its very tiRing alsO! >.<

wEll, mOnday is alReady my cOMMon tEst bUt im stIll in relAxing mOde! haha =D DIE!
TML WIlL BE gG HANYo HouSe to make sUshi. hopE that it wiLl be fUn thEn niGht time sHoUld be waTching Nightmares at the eLm strEEt! (X wOoooooo. iTs M18 anD im nOt UnderaGe! =D

Will be wOrking foR nOkia sOon starTing wOrk On 18jUne at jUrong pOint =} hOpe everythIng wiLL Be fIne (: and im In Love wIth mac cAfe dOuble chOco! <3 and im lOoking fOrward to the nExt fIshing trip and 18062010! (:
got to enD here! gOodnight.

p.s. im glad to have u in my life ("v") hold me tight

04062010
Finally i knOw how to make chEesecake wIThOut ovEn (: its Oreo chEesecake! hee =P
I Made thIs snOopy Oreo chEesecakE on 28may'2010. Veryy Cute riGht!!!! (:

One yEar annivErsary phOtos (: went QueenstOwn ate the very nIce cUrry rIce and lAksa then wenT to the arCade to plAy a very Old schoOl gamE HAHA =D QuIte FuN. ThEn wenT ikEa foLLowed by jUrong pOint to make cake! <3
baBy thAnks fOr the pHoto frAme! (: dIdnt exPect u to dO suCh thIng!! (X

lOves!

04062010 9.55pm
sEntosa trIp On 5thMay2010 (: