so long never blog already simply because I'm lazy! I become so lazy nowaday (:
I went to the four day three night bintan trip (: it's more like adventure trip! So fun!! Wanted to blog about it but I very lazy >.~
pictures are uploaded on facebook (: met quite alot of cute peeps. Really enjoy alot! Tml gg sentosa! Yeah (:

I always tell myself that I won't cry but it out of control right now..
Really hope that getting myself drunk can remove my sadness! What the he'll is happening to me?
I feel like dying =( I feel like giving myself up. I just feel that....
Why some ppl can pretend that nothing went wrong and they still continue with their life why can't I?

Im so indecisive so how am I gg to make decision?
Can I not make any decision :( I'm depressed! How I wish I....

whenever i blog, i have no idea what to put for my title so i shall just leave it blank!
i just realised, so many of my friends are breaking up? i guess, every relationship have got its own problem. hai =( its sad to c my cute litt friend sad! cheer up! cutie! im always there for u! (: even if the whole worldpall apart,ppl are ignoring u but u still have ME.
my life seemed so complicated now! oMg! its really bad. so bad that i don know what i should do!im so tired too! mentally and physically tired! =(