Monday, January 24, 2011

hold it tight when u decided to hold my hand

24/01/2011

i'm soo hungry due too..
The moment i wake up i have to search for notes but can't find then have to switch on computer to search for the stuff i needed to know but till now also couldn't find all the things that i needed to know! =(
I'm feeling freaking tired now!
Once again have to Get prepare and get ready for work.


Sunday, January 23, 2011

23/01/2011

Today is sunday but yet i have to go for work :(
i few more minutes and i have to prepare and leave for work!
then it will be like..
back to the same old routine that i used to do.
next week will be my night shift again!
Ytd was looking forward to go out with my baby but things happened so only get to see him a little while and i guess the next meeting up will be wed or sat.
it seems long but no choice.

i'm missing u right now!
Are u missing me too?

Thursday, January 13, 2011

i want to be..

13/01/2011

i'm hesitating whether to go jogging!
but its seems like raIning soon. =( i'm feeling so lazy right now!
AH......!
And i wanna watch love & other drugs cos my friends says that this movie is AWESOME (:

P.S. i don't wish any of my loves one to leave me..

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

i will hide my weakness within me

*But i'm bad in pretending!*

12/01/2010
i went jogging today and i felt good (:
i think this is a good way to get rid of my negative thoughts and doubts!
its time for me to stop taking sinful food late at night!
last night i ate western food and the previous night i ate pizza hut and after that i went back home and sleep! OMG!
and last week i went jogging i have got muscle ache for like 3 freaking day! =(

So, i think its time for me to stop gaining weight and time to get rid of my fats! (:
and right now..
my weight is 51kg!
and the heaviest weight i think is 58kg?
Hope that i have got determination and no more good food for me (:
going off to work soon and its time to prepare! (:

And lastly, my cute little beloved baby! i'm missing you so much!

( if ever a day i am heartbroken, who do i have by my side? )