13/232010 11.52am

quoted from someone's blog!

"This is what I really feel now and towards you. (For his girlfriend)

Deep in my heart,
I miss you time to time because you’re always running on my mind.
I hold on tighter to you every moment that passes by because I don’t want to lose you.
I love till my last breathe because you’re my only one in my heart.
I need you in my life because you make me the best of the best.
I hug you because I want you to feel my love and warmth.
I kiss you because I want us to exchange affections and love.
I think of you because you’re my sweetest addiction.
I see your smile, it makes me smile because I know I made you happy.
I see your frown, it makes me worry because I’m afraid I’m the reason that made you upset.

Your love is my drug,
the drug that keeps me going.

I love You!

I hope you feel of how much I feel towards you because I want you to know what I want to express to you from the bottom of my passionate loving heart. ♥ "

Having the final lap of attachment right now, it passes quite fast but tiring! =(

wanted to blog but currently can't think of what to type!

i wish that..
i am always happy
i don't cry easily
i don't care so much
i don't whine about things
i don't bother about whatever u do
and i can forget about things that i doesn't want
BUT I CAN'T!

When i was drinking, i started to think about stuff, things that happened and how happy i used to be. its you who always surprised me without fail and made me happy!

when someone asked me,"how much do you miss you?".

i closed my eyes and walked away.

and i whispered,"so much"

NIGHTS OUT! (:

Cant believe that attachment is starting tml and it will last for 4 month!
*waived* bye bye my freedom and hope i really hope i can get good results! (:
i will work hard no matter what! =D

Ytd went to HOOTERS!
With charmanie, caroline and e-lin (:
the girls there all wear super short with low cut top! and i saw this girl damn PRETTY and SEXY!
Well, i enjoyed myself there after thinking that my life might fall apart last night!

Finally, my sister agree to let me her com so i decided to blog something but i click on "new post" that icon, i have no idea what should i type.

Looking back, every single things that u say, every single things that you do, every moment when we are together is so so so HAPPY!

but now..

everything that i do, everything that i say makes u so unhappy!

whatever i have done is blinded by all the anger that u have and all ur imperfection of me.

Dont say the three words after whatever you have said hurt me so badly.

and after last night, i know it all. whatever u felt towards me is because u simply don't understand me at all.