Why? What the hell is wrong? Stop making life difficult for the whole family!! U are making me insane!!

Stop commenting about my life when u don't know how I feel. How I feel right inside me is explanable, confusion, pain...
You are not me u won't know! Seriously! I'm so unsettled cos there is lots of stuff in my mind. Who an guide me through? I think I will collapse one day without people knowing.
Nothing last forever just like us. Whereby alot of couple treasure whatever time they have together.
Im depressed! Sometime I really hope that something really bad happen to me and take away all my memories so that my pain will be removed. Sadness, pain, tears are all taking away my smile! RETURN ME BACK!
U think all the while I have been lying to myself that I will be fine I will survive through this obstacles in my life. Come tell me what u want and what I want and what I should do. Tell me!