23/01/2011

Today is sunday but yet i have to go for work :(

i few more minutes and i have to prepare and leave for work!

then it will be like..

back to the same old routine that i used to do.

next week will be my night shift again!

Ytd was looking forward to go out with my baby but things happened so only get to see him a little while and i guess the next meeting up will be wed or sat.

it seems long but no choice.

i'm missing u right now!

Are u missing me too?

i want to be..

13/01/2011

i'm hesitating whether to go jogging!

but its seems like raIning soon. =( i'm feeling so lazy right now!

AH......!

And i wanna watch love & other drugs cos my friends says that this movie is AWESOME (:

P.S. i don't wish any of my loves one to leave me..

i will hide my weakness within me

*But i'm bad in pretending!*

12/01/2010

i went jogging today and i felt good (:

i think this is a good way to get rid of my negative thoughts and doubts!

its time for me to stop taking sinful food late at night!

last night i ate western food and the previous night i ate pizza hut and after that i went back home and sleep! OMG!

and last week i went jogging i have got muscle ache for like 3 freaking day! =(

So, i think its time for me to stop gaining weight and time to get rid of my fats! (:

and right now..

my weight is 51kg!

and the heaviest weight i think is 58kg?

Hope that i have got determination and no more good food for me (:

going off to work soon and its time to prepare! (:

And lastly, my cute little beloved baby! i'm missing you so much!

( if ever a day i am heartbroken, who do i have by my side? )

29/12/2010 6.50pm
I'm always tempted!

Everyone is working hard to lose their weight for a brand new year but yet I'm eating non stop! =(
Someone told me that as long as I used to go jogging, it will become a habit! (:
I used to feel guilty when I eat too much but now I no longer feel that way! =(
And my appetite is growing! Become a MONSTER STOMACH! OMG!

I shoul really start jogging! =D

24/12/2010
Its Christmas eve! (:

1st Attempt for making potato with bacon! and i make it with my beloved today (: hee.
ingredient needed:
1. bacon
2. potato
3. spring onion
4. bread crumb

Didnt have bread crumb and used "something else" instead but i believe bread crumb will definitely taste better than the "something else" that i'm used today!
beloved family says that its nice but not took sure if hanyo they all will like it.
and the thinG is i accidentally put my finger inside the oil when i wanted to put the potato in to fried cos i was distracted as i was talking! =(
it was so painful! but luckly its alright =}

P.s. i wish my life is always as sweet as now ("v")

13/232010 11.52am

quoted from someone's blog!

"This is what I really feel now and towards you. (For his girlfriend)

Deep in my heart,
I miss you time to time because you’re always running on my mind.
I hold on tighter to you every moment that passes by because I don’t want to lose you.
I love till my last breathe because you’re my only one in my heart.
I need you in my life because you make me the best of the best.
I hug you because I want you to feel my love and warmth.
I kiss you because I want us to exchange affections and love.
I think of you because you’re my sweetest addiction.
I see your smile, it makes me smile because I know I made you happy.
I see your frown, it makes me worry because I’m afraid I’m the reason that made you upset.

Your love is my drug,
the drug that keeps me going.

I love You!

I hope you feel of how much I feel towards you because I want you to know what I want to express to you from the bottom of my passionate loving heart. ♥ "