Lying on my bed thOu my hair is still wet >.< omg! I have been eating alot =( and I felt so guilty!
Went to my friend'S chAlet (: 21th birthDay!
Then brendaN calleD me and teLl me that I will be wORking at ps On Mon to weD. Got to pray haRd that I will gEt salEs! (:
Hee =P jia you! Hee!
I have starTed to realized that..
Life goes on even without yOu and same goes to u (:
I needed sOmeone to hug me thrU the nIte withOut lettIng go.
I shOuld staRt wORking haRD so that I can get a GuInea piG fOr myself (X
I neEd to sleEp mOre co my blaCk eyes is really BAD!
I just neeD to kEep myself oCcupied..
I have bEen hOping that you wiLl cOme bacK bUt I dOubt sO..

Well, gOt to tUrn in (:
P.s. Thanks fOr being thEre for me (: hUggs
GoodniGht!! (:

Eh..

Im back (:
=p thanks for all ur smiley! ((: -> for u.
Today, wake up having slight shock cos have got very bad dream and luckily ricHson called me and I'm awake from my nightmare! Thanks alot! After that, bath then meet richson anD maTt at cck then bUs to toWn. YeaH! Today I have got a pack of canDies anD 4 diff cOlour sweet! I'm happy (: thanks ah! Matt went to alter his jean after that walk awhile then we decided to go starbuck to chill out (: guess what I drank today? Eh! I also don know the name but inside gOt coffee jellY and I kInd of like it (X hee =p
After that watch final destinatiOn! Not bad ba (x the three d effecT is awesOme. After moviE went to eaT then home sweet hOme (:
I did enjoy myself but my feets got blister! So painful! >.<
-currently looking for job!- hope u enjoyed itself too (:

Why? What the hell is wrong? Stop making life difficult for the whole family!! U are making me insane!!

Stop commenting about my life when u don't know how I feel. How I feel right inside me is explanable, confusion, pain...
You are not me u won't know! Seriously! I'm so unsettled cos there is lots of stuff in my mind. Who an guide me through? I think I will collapse one day without people knowing.
Nothing last forever just like us. Whereby alot of couple treasure whatever time they have together.
Im depressed! Sometime I really hope that something really bad happen to me and take away all my memories so that my pain will be removed. Sadness, pain, tears are all taking away my smile! RETURN ME BACK!
U think all the while I have been lying to myself that I will be fine I will survive through this obstacles in my life. Come tell me what u want and what I want and what I should do. Tell me!

so long never blog already simply because I'm lazy! I become so lazy nowaday (:
I went to the four day three night bintan trip (: it's more like adventure trip! So fun!! Wanted to blog about it but I very lazy >.~
pictures are uploaded on facebook (: met quite alot of cute peeps. Really enjoy alot! Tml gg sentosa! Yeah (:

I always tell myself that I won't cry but it out of control right now..
Really hope that getting myself drunk can remove my sadness! What the he'll is happening to me?
I feel like dying =( I feel like giving myself up. I just feel that....
Why some ppl can pretend that nothing went wrong and they still continue with their life why can't I?

Im so indecisive so how am I gg to make decision?
Can I not make any decision :( I'm depressed! How I wish I....