13/232010 11.52am

quoted from someone's blog!

"This is what I really feel now and towards you. (For his girlfriend)

Deep in my heart,
I miss you time to time because you’re always running on my mind.
I hold on tighter to you every moment that passes by because I don’t want to lose you.
I love till my last breathe because you’re my only one in my heart.
I need you in my life because you make me the best of the best.
I hug you because I want you to feel my love and warmth.
I kiss you because I want us to exchange affections and love.
I think of you because you’re my sweetest addiction.
I see your smile, it makes me smile because I know I made you happy.
I see your frown, it makes me worry because I’m afraid I’m the reason that made you upset.

Your love is my drug,
the drug that keeps me going.

I love You!

I hope you feel of how much I feel towards you because I want you to know what I want to express to you from the bottom of my passionate loving heart. ♥ "

Having the final lap of attachment right now, it passes quite fast but tiring! =(

wanted to blog but currently can't think of what to type!

i wish that..
i am always happy
i don't cry easily
i don't care so much
i don't whine about things
i don't bother about whatever u do
and i can forget about things that i doesn't want
BUT I CAN'T!

When i was drinking, i started to think about stuff, things that happened and how happy i used to be. its you who always surprised me without fail and made me happy!

when someone asked me,"how much do you miss you?".

i closed my eyes and walked away.

and i whispered,"so much"

NIGHTS OUT! (:

Cant believe that attachment is starting tml and it will last for 4 month!
*waived* bye bye my freedom and hope i really hope i can get good results! (:
i will work hard no matter what! =D

Ytd went to HOOTERS!
With charmanie, caroline and e-lin (:
the girls there all wear super short with low cut top! and i saw this girl damn PRETTY and SEXY!
Well, i enjoyed myself there after thinking that my life might fall apart last night!

Finally, my sister agree to let me her com so i decided to blog something but i click on "new post" that icon, i have no idea what should i type.

Looking back, every single things that u say, every single things that you do, every moment when we are together is so so so HAPPY!

but now..

everything that i do, everything that i say makes u so unhappy!

whatever i have done is blinded by all the anger that u have and all ur imperfection of me.

Dont say the three words after whatever you have said hurt me so badly.

and after last night, i know it all. whatever u felt towards me is because u simply don't understand me at all.

i felt..as though my legs aren't mine! =(

10th October'2010

And i did replace for my attachment and today is so free but i don know why i felt so tired especially my legs! =(

I wanted to upload photos but i just cant send the photo to the lappy! OH NO!

Last friday 8oct'10 after attachment, i went timbre with charmanie, may and beatrix! (: i love the ambience there! very relaxing. and we order two pizza and drinks. i drank "sex on the beach", recommended by charmanie and it taste AWESOME! (: AND ITS ALSO THE SAME DAY THAT I MADE MY BABY ANGRY! HAHA! MY BAD !

The next day which is 9thOctober'2010, went to watch movie with baby and ate pop eyes!

FirSt time eating it but feel abit disappointed cos the food is like not hot at all but the MASHED POTATO is nice =D

movie quite nice also but can't rmb the name of it!

6thOctober'2010

im 20years old already! (:

i was sick then MC for attachment! went for dinner with baby but the food not very nice! haha =D

and my friends and baby are very sweet! They surprised me with presents and cards! really Love the present alot!

thanks soooo much.

And i definitely enjoyed my day with my friends and baby! (: LOVE!

p.s. when things goes wrong, i wish im gone =(