i wish that..
i am always happy
i don't cry easily
i don't care so much
i don't whine about things
i don't bother about whatever u do
and i can forget about things that i doesn't want
BUT I CAN'T!

When i was drinking, i started to think about stuff, things that happened and how happy i used to be. its you who always surprised me without fail and made me happy!

when someone asked me,"how much do you miss you?".

i closed my eyes and walked away.

and i whispered,"so much"

NIGHTS OUT! (:

Cant believe that attachment is starting tml and it will last for 4 month!
*waived* bye bye my freedom and hope i really hope i can get good results! (:
i will work hard no matter what! =D

Ytd went to HOOTERS!
With charmanie, caroline and e-lin (:
the girls there all wear super short with low cut top! and i saw this girl damn PRETTY and SEXY!
Well, i enjoyed myself there after thinking that my life might fall apart last night!

Finally, my sister agree to let me her com so i decided to blog something but i click on "new post" that icon, i have no idea what should i type.

Looking back, every single things that u say, every single things that you do, every moment when we are together is so so so HAPPY!

but now..

everything that i do, everything that i say makes u so unhappy!

whatever i have done is blinded by all the anger that u have and all ur imperfection of me.

Dont say the three words after whatever you have said hurt me so badly.

and after last night, i know it all. whatever u felt towards me is because u simply don't understand me at all.

i felt..as though my legs aren't mine! =(

10th October'2010

And i did replace for my attachment and today is so free but i don know why i felt so tired especially my legs! =(

I wanted to upload photos but i just cant send the photo to the lappy! OH NO!

Last friday 8oct'10 after attachment, i went timbre with charmanie, may and beatrix! (: i love the ambience there! very relaxing. and we order two pizza and drinks. i drank "sex on the beach", recommended by charmanie and it taste AWESOME! (: AND ITS ALSO THE SAME DAY THAT I MADE MY BABY ANGRY! HAHA! MY BAD !

The next day which is 9thOctober'2010, went to watch movie with baby and ate pop eyes!

FirSt time eating it but feel abit disappointed cos the food is like not hot at all but the MASHED POTATO is nice =D

movie quite nice also but can't rmb the name of it!

6thOctober'2010

im 20years old already! (:

i was sick then MC for attachment! went for dinner with baby but the food not very nice! haha =D

and my friends and baby are very sweet! They surprised me with presents and cards! really Love the present alot!

thanks soooo much.

And i definitely enjoyed my day with my friends and baby! (: LOVE!

p.s. when things goes wrong, i wish im gone =(

260910 - billyBomber dinner!

its my frist time and his first time eating at billybomber and the first time eating the "BOO BOO" CAKE! last time used to buy it for someone else but don get to eat it. =( haha! the cake is nice cos it is soft and smooth. MUST TRY IF U NEVER EAT BEFORE!

well, im having attachment now at raffles hospital and the nurses there are soooo PRETTY! haha =D those patient are so fortunate (X
I REALLY HOPE THAT MY ATTACHMENT WILL END FASTER! left three more week of attachment to my 2 weeks of holiday! WOO HOO! (:
And my weekends are so important now! haha! =D

P.S. Sometimes i wish that im not who i am, sometimes i wish that im emotionless and sometimes i wish that i can dont care so much and things will be easier for me!

the first time! 12sept'2010

my Naturally shot taken by my baby!


its our first time drinking bubble tea from KOI! as everyone says that its very awesome therefore we give it a try! (:
overall not bad ah! at least can choose the sweetness which made me feel healthier when drinking bubbletea! (=
well, i enjoyed my day with my baby!

p.s. i wish everyday can be as happy as today!