20decembEr2009 04:15am
Have nOt bEen bLogging fOr quite awhIle due tO attacHment and Have bEen sPending aLl my frEe tIme wIth him (:
ReasOn why I'm nOt aslEep right nOw cOs jUst nOw wenT to waTch lAte nIght mOvie wiTh Han, pOoh anD mY sister! The mOvie caLl AVATAR! =] the mOvie is daMn nIce! The efFect is gOod. Omg I reaLly lOve it! Hee =P
SpEnd 13hrs oUtside! Met pOoh and Han at 2plus at Cck. As uSual we arE late! >.< oOps! TheN tOok 190 tO toWn. WenT to eaT Bbq chIcken (: thEir kOrean charbrOiled is sUper duPer nIce (: *drOolinG* hee. TheN richsOn reacHed. He paSsed me sOme stuff thaT he bOught for me duRing thailanD triP and I reaLly lOve it. GOt one tshIrt is gReen! *favOurite coLour* then on the tshIrt itself iT stated, "vEry cOld nEed huG". So cute lOr! After tryIng On jUst nOw, it quIte fItting! saDded. Is because I becOme fat! *SAD* even sInce 22nOvember2009 tiLl now, have bEen sleep fOr like leSs thAn 4hOurs almost fOr evEry nIte *SHAG* pErhaPs I shOuld stArt to exercIse. Hee =P coS I die dIe also mUst slIm abIt to wEar that tshIrt! (: wenT tO uniQlo. Han anD me bOught a plAin tshirt. Cos it cOst only $9.90. HahahA =D ovEraLl I did enjoy mYSelf (: thAnks hAn for thE jaCket anD snOopy! Hee =P
I reaLized I really nEed to staRt searChing for a jOb! Cos I'm really BROKE! #.# anD thIs is the fiRst time I failed my cOmmon tEst cOs I nevEr stUdy >.< sIan. HavE to bUck up already!!! =.=
hMm. ToDay dIdn't wenT to vIsIt hIm and I fEel kind oF weIrd >.< hIs mEmory isnt aS gOod as lAst time. He tenD tO forget abOut liTt liTt stuFf. But he alWays saYs that it's hIs hEadacHe that cAusing hIm to fOrget about stUff. ThEre's nOthing I can do jUst hOpe that he wiLl be hapPy. he is gG for oPeratIon agaIn anD I'm so afRaid thaT he miGht foRget abOut me agAin. Hai =( I'm reaLly tirEd.......! GOodnighT.
PaRt of me is haPpy anD pArt of mE is saD. I jUst don't WaNna thInk abOut it! I nEed huggs right nOw. >.<
My bloGg is frEaking wOrdy! WiLl upload some photos sOon! =}
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Saturday, December 12, 2009
8.45am 11decEmber2009
I'm feEling sO tiRed reAlly tIred >.< I sleeP fOr arOund 8hoUrs? BUt the pasT fEw nIte Only arOund 3-4hoUrs of slEep.
AnYwAy, if u Get to reaD thIs poSt, I'm teLling u I'M CHUAWEITING I'M NOT HER!
I nV angRy that u cAlled wrOng naMe, I'm jUst saD. I'm reAlly reaLly saD. ThEre mUst be mEmories Of her rUnning thrOugh ur mInd thaT's whY u KEep rememberIng hEr namE. PerHaps I dIdn't caUses anY impaCt in uR liFe. No One to bLame bUt mYself.
I dOn mInd tO takE caRe of yOu. I dOn mInd to baTh, to fEed, tO hOld yOu (: sO u mUst take gOod cAre Of urseLf. (: sOme thing haPpen fOr sOme reasOn if we puLl thrOugh thIs tgT u wiLl be strOngEr. No maTter what haPpened, u havE me. For nOw I knOw I wOn't leavE u unlesS u dOn love me anymOre. SometimEs I hOpe thAt I wIll faLl anD knoCk my heaD so thAt I wiLl fOrget abOut u calling her nAme when I'm riGht besiDe u. I'm reaLly tirEd! I dOn waNt to be emO >.< can sOmeOne taKe emO away frOm me..
I'm feEling sO tiRed reAlly tIred >.< I sleeP fOr arOund 8hoUrs? BUt the pasT fEw nIte Only arOund 3-4hoUrs of slEep.
AnYwAy, if u Get to reaD thIs poSt, I'm teLling u I'M CHUAWEITING I'M NOT HER!
I nV angRy that u cAlled wrOng naMe, I'm jUst saD. I'm reAlly reaLly saD. ThEre mUst be mEmories Of her rUnning thrOugh ur mInd thaT's whY u KEep rememberIng hEr namE. PerHaps I dIdn't caUses anY impaCt in uR liFe. No One to bLame bUt mYself.
I dOn mInd tO takE caRe of yOu. I dOn mInd to baTh, to fEed, tO hOld yOu (: sO u mUst take gOod cAre Of urseLf. (: sOme thing haPpen fOr sOme reasOn if we puLl thrOugh thIs tgT u wiLl be strOngEr. No maTter what haPpened, u havE me. For nOw I knOw I wOn't leavE u unlesS u dOn love me anymOre. SometimEs I hOpe thAt I wIll faLl anD knoCk my heaD so thAt I wiLl fOrget abOut u calling her nAme when I'm riGht besiDe u. I'm reaLly tirEd! I dOn waNt to be emO >.< can sOmeOne taKe emO away frOm me..
Tuesday, December 8, 2009
StArted bLoggInG at 11:57pm 8deCember'09
Days thaT im lOoking fOrward to...
10 dEcember'09, 11deC, 15 anD 16 DeC - cOs I wiLl be abLe to SeE u afTer my attacHment (:
18 DecembEr'09 mOnth-nivErsary? LasT day of atTachMent! =D
25 deCEmber'09 a daY to spenT wIth lOve Ones! (:
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Frankly speaking, it's a fact tHat I always lOok forward to see u =D that's whY I always caB over! I'm reallY brOke nOw!!
ReaLly glaD that u cAn gO hOme (: I knOw u mUst be haPpy tOo!
PerhaPs I shouldn't thInk too mUch I'm realLy tiRed =(
I always heaR whaTeveR stuff that my friend say abOut her bF and her stuff, I'm always very envy! >.<
I always hOpe that that accIdent didn't haPpened bUt my friend tOld me, "there mUst be a reasOn why suCh thing haPpen.".
I'm fEeling sO cOld nOw........
Days thaT im lOoking fOrward to...
10 dEcember'09, 11deC, 15 anD 16 DeC - cOs I wiLl be abLe to SeE u afTer my attacHment (:
18 DecembEr'09 mOnth-nivErsary? LasT day of atTachMent! =D
25 deCEmber'09 a daY to spenT wIth lOve Ones! (:
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Frankly speaking, it's a fact tHat I always lOok forward to see u =D that's whY I always caB over! I'm reallY brOke nOw!!
ReaLly glaD that u cAn gO hOme (: I knOw u mUst be haPpy tOo!
PerhaPs I shouldn't thInk too mUch I'm realLy tiRed =(
I always heaR whaTeveR stuff that my friend say abOut her bF and her stuff, I'm always very envy! >.<
I always hOpe that that accIdent didn't haPpened bUt my friend tOld me, "there mUst be a reasOn why suCh thing haPpen.".
I'm fEeling sO cOld nOw........
Saturday, December 5, 2009
Thursday, December 3, 2009
11.17pm 3rd December2009
Once agAin haPpy bIrthday ANG CHEE SIANG! (:
Eh! Faster wEar that frEd pErry shIrt and go oUt tgt! HOpe u likE the cOokies althOu it's haRd =.=
Tml is the laSt paper anD it'S like FINALLY! =D buT I reGreTted fOr nOt stUdyinG fOr nsL, ns3 anD ns4 >.< bUt iT's ovEr I cAn't do anyThinG anymOre. WhEnever I trIed to stUdy, he jUst kEep appearing in my mInd! >.< arEn't yOu tiRed of wonDering in my mInd? Haha! I'm tiRed. ReaLly tiRed! =( I haTe mYself fOr beinG paranOId but I just cAn't heLp it cOs lItt liTt jUst aFfecTs me. KnoWing that whEn u wAke up, u onLy rmb hEr. How wOuld I fEel? My hEart scAttered inTo piecEs. It's jUst so fraGile plS hanDle it wiTh caRe. When u teLl me thaT u lOve me, I sTarted to dOubt.. Don't lOve me beCause I take caRe of u anD yOu wanTed to retUrn the favOr baCk to me. Things arE diffErent nOw. >.< plS remOve all my unWanted thOts. I don wanNa caRe! If u lOve her, go fOr it (: u wiLl have my blessinGs. I jUst misses u sO mUch! (: finaLly u are gG hOme!!! (: weLl, gOod for u deN.
U wOn't knOw hOw mUch I crIed whEn somethinG haPpened cos u Nv mE. I crY tIll I fEel thaT I'm dying anD I'm fEeling so helpless at that tIme! Everyday afTer scHool jUst rush to the hospital hOping that u will wakE up and say soMething to me but u didn't. U wouLdn't knOw hOw disaPpointed I'm.
AnW tOday is the oFficiaL reLease Of new mOon! I wan to watCh!!! AnyOne?
It's likE I nv gO watCh mOvie for a lOng time cOs all thE time I have is given to u. JuSt gEt weLl sOon (:
GOodnighT! (X
Once agAin haPpy bIrthday ANG CHEE SIANG! (:
Eh! Faster wEar that frEd pErry shIrt and go oUt tgt! HOpe u likE the cOokies althOu it's haRd =.=
Tml is the laSt paper anD it'S like FINALLY! =D buT I reGreTted fOr nOt stUdyinG fOr nsL, ns3 anD ns4 >.< bUt iT's ovEr I cAn't do anyThinG anymOre. WhEnever I trIed to stUdy, he jUst kEep appearing in my mInd! >.< arEn't yOu tiRed of wonDering in my mInd? Haha! I'm tiRed. ReaLly tiRed! =( I haTe mYself fOr beinG paranOId but I just cAn't heLp it cOs lItt liTt jUst aFfecTs me. KnoWing that whEn u wAke up, u onLy rmb hEr. How wOuld I fEel? My hEart scAttered inTo piecEs. It's jUst so fraGile plS hanDle it wiTh caRe. When u teLl me thaT u lOve me, I sTarted to dOubt.. Don't lOve me beCause I take caRe of u anD yOu wanTed to retUrn the favOr baCk to me. Things arE diffErent nOw. >.< plS remOve all my unWanted thOts. I don wanNa caRe! If u lOve her, go fOr it (: u wiLl have my blessinGs. I jUst misses u sO mUch! (: finaLly u are gG hOme!!! (: weLl, gOod for u deN.
U wOn't knOw hOw mUch I crIed whEn somethinG haPpened cos u Nv mE. I crY tIll I fEel thaT I'm dying anD I'm fEeling so helpless at that tIme! Everyday afTer scHool jUst rush to the hospital hOping that u will wakE up and say soMething to me but u didn't. U wouLdn't knOw hOw disaPpointed I'm.
AnW tOday is the oFficiaL reLease Of new mOon! I wan to watCh!!! AnyOne?
It's likE I nv gO watCh mOvie for a lOng time cOs all thE time I have is given to u. JuSt gEt weLl sOon (:
GOodnighT! (X
haPpy bIrthdaY (:
12am 3rD dEcemBer2009 =D
thIs mY faV phOto (:
hEy! (: itS ur bIrthdaY!!! haPpy bIrthday my lOve! u are jUst sOoooo cUte! jUst bEar In mInd, nO maTter whAt haPPened, u havE Me (: evEn iF a daY the wOrld cOllapse, i wiLl stILL hOld u tIght teLling u thaT U Will be fIne.
welL, EverYthIng cHanged, incLuding u bUt i wiLL b strOng! u jIa yOu oh!! bEst wIshes.
MAUCK IlOveyOu! mY One anD onLy!
lOves,
baBy! =D
thIs mY faV phOto (:hEy! (: itS ur bIrthdaY!!! haPpy bIrthday my lOve! u are jUst sOoooo cUte! jUst bEar In mInd, nO maTter whAt haPPened, u havE Me (: evEn iF a daY the wOrld cOllapse, i wiLl stILL hOld u tIght teLling u thaT U Will be fIne.
welL, EverYthIng cHanged, incLuding u bUt i wiLL b strOng! u jIa yOu oh!! bEst wIshes.
MAUCK IlOveyOu! mY One anD onLy!
lOves,
baBy! =D
Sunday, November 29, 2009
29nOvembEr2009 11:18Am
tOday sUppOse to wOrk bUt I dIdn't gO cOs I dOn have mOod. =( thEn tml is mY firSt paPer bUt I havEn't stUdy yEt. Cos mY brAin is nOt wOrking! >.< whAt's iN my mInd nOw is yOu. All abOut u =(
AfTer the accIdent, I reAlize the iMpoRtanT of u In my liFe. U wOn't kNow hOw mUch tEars I have shEd whEn sOmethinG haPpened to u. I have beeN tryIng haRd to be therE for yOu sO thaT u wOnt think sO mUch.
BUt nOw.. I nO lOngEr havE idEa hOw mUch yOu neEd me in yOur liFe. U wOn't knOw hOw hUrtfUl iT is whEn u cAn't even rmb u tAlk to me, cAn't evEn rmb thaT u tOld me thAt u mIsses me, u caN't even rmb thaT I dId vIsit u bUt u dId rmb that the sunflOwer anD baLloon is sHe gaVe yOu. WhY? PerhAps I shOuLd leaVe aftEr u recOver thEnnu can gO afTer hEr. Its nOt about u bEing a bastArd or whaT.. WheneVer u told me, I caN't rmb anD I dOn know, I fEel like cRying.. SometImes I wAs wonderinG, whY I'm nOt behInd hIm whEn he mEt with accident sO that I wOn't be cryIng so mUch nOw.. If I reaLly mEt wIth an acCident, I wanTed to forgEt..forGet whAtever that makes me saD =( I cAn't takE it anymOre.
tOday sUppOse to wOrk bUt I dIdn't gO cOs I dOn have mOod. =( thEn tml is mY firSt paPer bUt I havEn't stUdy yEt. Cos mY brAin is nOt wOrking! >.< whAt's iN my mInd nOw is yOu. All abOut u =(
AfTer the accIdent, I reAlize the iMpoRtanT of u In my liFe. U wOn't kNow hOw mUch tEars I have shEd whEn sOmethinG haPpened to u. I have beeN tryIng haRd to be therE for yOu sO thaT u wOnt think sO mUch.
BUt nOw.. I nO lOngEr havE idEa hOw mUch yOu neEd me in yOur liFe. U wOn't knOw hOw hUrtfUl iT is whEn u cAn't even rmb u tAlk to me, cAn't evEn rmb thaT u tOld me thAt u mIsses me, u caN't even rmb thaT I dId vIsit u bUt u dId rmb that the sunflOwer anD baLloon is sHe gaVe yOu. WhY? PerhAps I shOuLd leaVe aftEr u recOver thEnnu can gO afTer hEr. Its nOt about u bEing a bastArd or whaT.. WheneVer u told me, I caN't rmb anD I dOn know, I fEel like cRying.. SometImes I wAs wonderinG, whY I'm nOt behInd hIm whEn he mEt with accident sO that I wOn't be cryIng so mUch nOw.. If I reaLly mEt wIth an acCident, I wanTed to forgEt..forGet whAtever that makes me saD =( I cAn't takE it anymOre.
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