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Working Life
Been working for two years already, nothing much have changed, but colleagues comes and go.
Definitely I have met the ugly, grumpy, funny and the good! :)

Movie Day Out with my colleagues after the recent BBQ gathering!

Sarah Josephine Liezel Me & Carmel

-> Photoshoot during work - Cutest moment!

Student Nurse Arr Lay Sarah Me & Wenna

Anyway, Good news to share which is i am being upgraded to SN1 recently with my batch girls together, salary did not increase much but workload & responsibilities increase! :( Well, there is still alot to learn! -Positive Mindset-

My Life! :D

Life is never easy and People like me always like to grumble! But no matter what happened, Life still goes On.

I always complaint that i'm fat, have got small eyes and etc etc. But.. i think i'm already very fortunate that i'm born with what i'm now (: And i'm also fortunate to have what i have in my life now.

My Sweetheart and my family <3 XOXO!

                                                           PHOTO OF THE DAY

How Spent Those Special Days In my Life! (:

Christmas'2011
I had a Lonely Christmas This Year Cos My Beloved Is Not By My Side! :(
As Usual, Working On Eve and Christmas Itself! Kinda Sad But Ended Up, My Friend Brought me To Town For a Walk, Eat Beancurd at Yishun and Head Home. Then, i Felt Much Better :D

Awesome New Year Eve'2011
Fly To BKK Immediately After My Night Shift With My Cute Litt Boy! <3

                                                               On the Way to BKK!
Day1- Went to Near By And Platunium Mall!

                                         We travelled around using this Vehicle Or by Feet! (:

I think the engine of this vehicle is in between my legs! Its Damn Hot when i Lean my legs on it! Think my Legs too Short, Couldn't Open Bigger! -.- Well, Normally for them to Drive u around will be around 100-200baht! But Can Bargain Abit! (:

Day2- Siam Paragon ( Underwater World ), Central World, MBK and Chinatown

                                                        Feeding time for penguin
Guess what! My baby Damn Cute! Knowing that There will be a feeding session for penguin at 1230hrs then become very excited! Then insisted to go! When i Say, Don't Want then he Become so Disappointed But Ended Up.. We Went!

                                     Admission for Package is 1100baht, Non Package is 900baht
                                                 Whileworth Trip thou its Quite Costly!

 
                              Christmas theme for Central World is Teddy Bear! Damn Cute! (:

Lazy to Upload Rest Of the photo already cos Its time to sleep! i Simply enjoyed my trip Despite of litt arguements but its still a fruitful trip. Able to spent all these Special Day with Loves One Is a Bonus! :)

                                                       Happy New Year To All

i'm not well, i'm not okay! Regardless its during work or relationship! :(

i'm so tired! Just started work at Raffles Hospital not long ago, been one month plus.. learning all the things that didnt get to learnt during student time. when things gets wrong, its always us to get blamed! But its okay, this is life, the realistic of life!

But I seriously can't wait to get my salary and go shop till i dropped and Home with a BIGGGG hole in my pocket! :D Few more day to pay Day!

My Dear PAY, I'm missing you, are you missing me too? HAHA!

Anyway, I love my colleague at work, I love going out to eat when knock off! (: i miss working with them and soon i gonna say hello to my night shift =( OH NO!!!

Stepping into society.....

28/02/2011 12:07am

The naughty Sarah took photos of me when i'm trying to tie my hair!

I'm counting Down to my Last Day of attachment! However, it means i gonna start work soon. i don't know if choosing to work OT is a good choice.

I'm counting down to my Thailand trip cos i'm so excited =3 My virgin Trip!

Can't really rmb when my last post simply because i'm busy! :( Recently met up with Hanyo, Pooh and Yijia (: due to my sister birthday. And i went to watch movies with my Baby and i'm number four is a nice movie.

i enjoyed my day with my baby and friends! (: Have been eating out with Sarah and Gek Min after attachment and we even went to arcade! *to distress!* i think i grow FATTER! HaHa! Time have become so precious to meand i guess when i started working, my time left is even lesser! ever since my OT Posting, i have got pimples all over my forehead And darker eye Bag! =( Upon seeing it, i felt so depressed!

Okay! Time to sleep! (: Goodnight! have to work at my Clinic tml

Sometimes, i Just Have To Smile; Pretend Everything it's Okay;

Hold back The Tears, And Just Walk Away.

Hello! My Name is Ethan!

03/02/2011

its first day of new year today! and almost all my relatives came cos i only got litt relatives.

And that boy in the photo is my aunt's son baby! so cute leh (X

In the photo i look damn messy ah but i don't care! the main person in the photo is the baby! Haha =D Today my relatives came when i just wake up that's why!

Hmmm, just now i took a afternoon nap and i felt so good (: since a long time since i last nap alone! Hee =P And yesterday went to watch the green hornet and i fallen asleep LOL!

*Because i love you that's why i wouldn't mind watching some movie that i don't like with You*

Happy New Year to EveryOne! (:

Anyway, i feel like getting a Gucci Wallet but its waste of money! i wanted to get a new spects too but i'm saving money for my Thailand Trip and it will be the second time going to oversea with my Baby <3

i'm Sorry that i just can't stop thinking about it because i'm selfish.

Its because i don't wan you to think about your past anymore.

I don't want a guy who have other girl in their mind.

I'm Sorry if One day i have to let Go and move On and Perhaps by Doing this u might miss me more often.

hold it tight when u decided to hold my hand

24/01/2011

i'm soo hungry due too..

The moment i wake up i have to search for notes but can't find then have to switch on computer to search for the stuff i needed to know but till now also couldn't find all the things that i needed to know! =(
I'm feeling freaking tired now!

Once again have to Get prepare and get ready for work.

23/01/2011

Today is sunday but yet i have to go for work :(

i few more minutes and i have to prepare and leave for work!

then it will be like..

back to the same old routine that i used to do.

next week will be my night shift again!

Ytd was looking forward to go out with my baby but things happened so only get to see him a little while and i guess the next meeting up will be wed or sat.

it seems long but no choice.

i'm missing u right now!

Are u missing me too?

i want to be..

13/01/2011

i'm hesitating whether to go jogging!

but its seems like raIning soon. =( i'm feeling so lazy right now!

AH......!

And i wanna watch love & other drugs cos my friends says that this movie is AWESOME (:

P.S. i don't wish any of my loves one to leave me..

i will hide my weakness within me

*But i'm bad in pretending!*

12/01/2010

i went jogging today and i felt good (:

i think this is a good way to get rid of my negative thoughts and doubts!

its time for me to stop taking sinful food late at night!

last night i ate western food and the previous night i ate pizza hut and after that i went back home and sleep! OMG!

and last week i went jogging i have got muscle ache for like 3 freaking day! =(

So, i think its time for me to stop gaining weight and time to get rid of my fats! (:

and right now..

my weight is 51kg!

and the heaviest weight i think is 58kg?

Hope that i have got determination and no more good food for me (:

going off to work soon and its time to prepare! (:

And lastly, my cute little beloved baby! i'm missing you so much!

( if ever a day i am heartbroken, who do i have by my side? )

29/12/2010 6.50pm
I'm always tempted!

Everyone is working hard to lose their weight for a brand new year but yet I'm eating non stop! =(
Someone told me that as long as I used to go jogging, it will become a habit! (:
I used to feel guilty when I eat too much but now I no longer feel that way! =(
And my appetite is growing! Become a MONSTER STOMACH! OMG!

I shoul really start jogging! =D

24/12/2010
Its Christmas eve! (:

1st Attempt for making potato with bacon! and i make it with my beloved today (: hee.
ingredient needed:
1. bacon
2. potato
3. spring onion
4. bread crumb

Didnt have bread crumb and used "something else" instead but i believe bread crumb will definitely taste better than the "something else" that i'm used today!
beloved family says that its nice but not took sure if hanyo they all will like it.
and the thinG is i accidentally put my finger inside the oil when i wanted to put the potato in to fried cos i was distracted as i was talking! =(
it was so painful! but luckly its alright =}

P.s. i wish my life is always as sweet as now ("v")

13/232010 11.52am

quoted from someone's blog!

"This is what I really feel now and towards you. (For his girlfriend)

Deep in my heart,
I miss you time to time because you’re always running on my mind.
I hold on tighter to you every moment that passes by because I don’t want to lose you.
I love till my last breathe because you’re my only one in my heart.
I need you in my life because you make me the best of the best.
I hug you because I want you to feel my love and warmth.
I kiss you because I want us to exchange affections and love.
I think of you because you’re my sweetest addiction.
I see your smile, it makes me smile because I know I made you happy.
I see your frown, it makes me worry because I’m afraid I’m the reason that made you upset.

Your love is my drug,
the drug that keeps me going.

I love You!

I hope you feel of how much I feel towards you because I want you to know what I want to express to you from the bottom of my passionate loving heart. ♥ "

Having the final lap of attachment right now, it passes quite fast but tiring! =(

wanted to blog but currently can't think of what to type!

i wish that..
i am always happy
i don't cry easily
i don't care so much
i don't whine about things
i don't bother about whatever u do
and i can forget about things that i doesn't want
BUT I CAN'T!

When i was drinking, i started to think about stuff, things that happened and how happy i used to be. its you who always surprised me without fail and made me happy!

when someone asked me,"how much do you miss you?".

i closed my eyes and walked away.

and i whispered,"so much"

NIGHTS OUT! (:

Cant believe that attachment is starting tml and it will last for 4 month!
*waived* bye bye my freedom and hope i really hope i can get good results! (:
i will work hard no matter what! =D

Ytd went to HOOTERS!
With charmanie, caroline and e-lin (:
the girls there all wear super short with low cut top! and i saw this girl damn PRETTY and SEXY!
Well, i enjoyed myself there after thinking that my life might fall apart last night!

Finally, my sister agree to let me her com so i decided to blog something but i click on "new post" that icon, i have no idea what should i type.

Looking back, every single things that u say, every single things that you do, every moment when we are together is so so so HAPPY!

but now..

everything that i do, everything that i say makes u so unhappy!

whatever i have done is blinded by all the anger that u have and all ur imperfection of me.

Dont say the three words after whatever you have said hurt me so badly.

and after last night, i know it all. whatever u felt towards me is because u simply don't understand me at all.

i felt..as though my legs aren't mine! =(

10th October'2010

And i did replace for my attachment and today is so free but i don know why i felt so tired especially my legs! =(

I wanted to upload photos but i just cant send the photo to the lappy! OH NO!

Last friday 8oct'10 after attachment, i went timbre with charmanie, may and beatrix! (: i love the ambience there! very relaxing. and we order two pizza and drinks. i drank "sex on the beach", recommended by charmanie and it taste AWESOME! (: AND ITS ALSO THE SAME DAY THAT I MADE MY BABY ANGRY! HAHA! MY BAD !

The next day which is 9thOctober'2010, went to watch movie with baby and ate pop eyes!

FirSt time eating it but feel abit disappointed cos the food is like not hot at all but the MASHED POTATO is nice =D

movie quite nice also but can't rmb the name of it!

6thOctober'2010

im 20years old already! (:

i was sick then MC for attachment! went for dinner with baby but the food not very nice! haha =D

and my friends and baby are very sweet! They surprised me with presents and cards! really Love the present alot!

thanks soooo much.

And i definitely enjoyed my day with my friends and baby! (: LOVE!

p.s. when things goes wrong, i wish im gone =(